Sometimes

Sometimes I laugh when I think about how a year ago I was contemplating having a baby.  Or, that we would have a baby after we moved to the next duty station.  WHAT WAS I THINKING?  LOL!  We are so not ready to be having a baby, and I am definitely not ready to give up even more of my freedom.  Some days I still get baby fever..usually after someone I know announces their pregnancy.  I get ideas of a little Jacob/Robin hybrid...and then I come to my senses!  No sleep, lots of crying, even less money.  I still want kids so badly, but man! right now is not the time.  Teehee! Hormones sure can be crazy!